xHellKittenx

I'm such a mess right now. It's like once I get happy, everything just starts to suck. You know it's almost funny how hard life sucks. It's like you can try your hardest and that won't be good enough. For anyone. Ever. Okay I'm crying now. Why me? Did I do something wrong? You know i wish there was a better reason for me to be this depressed but there isn't. I'm tired of saying its fine but I just don't want to talk about it. If you go to my school and your reading this just kind of ignore it because I'll be okay. I always end up okay. But the road between broken and okay sucks ass. I don't understand how I've worked my ass off for a year a f

Time "Hey." I heard from over my shoulder. He was there. Green eyes looking down at me. "Odd." I say. "What?" He chuckles back. "You look innocent. Why?" I turned around to face the pond. "Because I am?" He asked back. I smirked. "You are full of shit you know that?" I asked, not turning to face him. Silence. "You must have a lot of fucking nerve to come back and say 'I miss you' or 'I love you' when what you really mean is 'I'm lonely; let's fuck'." "I-" "No! I'm talking. I thought I loved you, but what I fell in love with is who I thought you were and who you could be. I thought you were a sweet, caring, genuine guy. But no. You're like ev

I walked down the hallway with a smile on my face. I had always looked forward to seeing my best friend. I picked up my pace a little bit, my raven hair flying behind me. My name is Marceline by the way. My best friend, Finn, was so perfect. I think I might love him. Just kidding. I don't want to go down that road. We hang out all the time. When I saw him I waved. Then I met eyes with her. Bubblegum. She gave me this disgusted look and mouthed, "Go away." She was Finn's other best friend. I froze. My pale hand retracted. She looked back over at who she was talking to. Finn. Finn is my biggest crush, like, ever. I'm definitely in love with thi

So Soon I love you so much And when I finally grow the balls to tell you You're with Her. I hate her. Someone who used to be my best friend But as usual stabbed me in the back With a rusted nail It burns but you learn to appreciate the pain It lets you know you're alive. I put my head phones back in Spin on my heel And walk in the other direction I know we Said it's just as well that I won't keep Keep you for myself but I don't wanna see you happier with somebody else Tears are falling now. They used to be our band. Marianas Trench I blink and walk up to the both of you. I look him in the eyes and say, "Never share the

Hey you. Yes you. You wanna know something? You're awesome. Yeah I said it. I know you've seen a million posts like this and you probably don't believe them but listen to me when I say, whoever told you you were fat, ugly, not good enough anything that made you question yourself, who are they to tell you what you are? Do they know you? or do they just know your name? They're the one with the problem. They have insecurities so they tear other people down to make them feel better. In someway it makes them feel better. But if you believe put downs, you should believe compliments. You're perfect just the way you are. Who is telling you you're not

Dear You, Tonight, we danced together for about an hour. Body to body. So hot. I really want to tell you how I feel and not just watch you from afar and dream about how great it would be to be yours. To be someone's. You're more than just a pretty face and a hot body. You're the funniest guy I've ever met and you make me feel like I'm actually important to someone. You make my heart sing and my stomach fly. You are one of the only things that matters to me. I miss you more than anything when you're not with me. I'll follow you to the end of the Earth. I hope you'll do the same for me. Love, Me

Even Though The Pieces Remain Every time you lied All the nights I've cried Your name starts to fade away Even though it happened yesterday Standing in the rain As the sun fell down I realized your smile was a frown In the midst of it all I tried to stand tall And accept each wound as best I could I tried to ignore it But you grabbed my heart and tore it Shooting it right up in flames For every lie you told I never realized how damn old It got and I thought Is this the truth he wants me to believe But its not the battles I fought No it's the love I lost To a monster That knows That he won the game Even though the pieces

It started off like a regular day. I was just getting ready for another day. My phone buzzed. Instinctively I picked it up to check who it was. Semmont. I read it and completely broke down. It read, "Hey sorry but I don't like you. Ashley told me everything." I replied pretending I didn't know what he was referring to. He didn't buy it. I caved and asked him why not. He said he liked Ashley. That's what killed me. I stopped replying. I looked in the mirror. In my eyes you could see pain. Hurt. Betrayal. Everything. But what stood out most was the utter terror I felt. I picked myself up, brushed it off and reminded myself: Sometimes the one yo

I n a never ending effort T o impress you R elying solely on the love I have for you I sit E agerly awaiting my heart's D emise ....even though I tried....

Lies Angels Usually Tell Go on ahead Tell me you love me Or that you'd love to meet my parents Say that you'll never leave me Or that you love the way my eyes look in the sun You know that you're lying I do too But I won't tell you Because I think you're an angel And even angels lie But these are just the lies Angels usually tell